attractions addictions...

im in an extremely bitchie mood this morning....i dont know why but i just am, i think stat at 9am is starting to get on my damn nerves...i wish i had the things that make me feel a lil bit better right now...

like a bottle of captain morgan...it always gives me that lil tingly warm sensation and makes me forget my name, number, and morals...since i have given up my clear liquor days, i have a love for all things rum and this is my favorite...if i had a bottle right now i would drink it straight and then kick this dudes ass in front of me that asks to many question

mmmmm food...im hungry than a a fat bitch as sunday dinner, if i had something anything to eat maybe i would feel better...qudoba, kfc, or a home-cooked meal

ok so i already wrote about my obsession for redbull and how i need it in order to be sane in the morning and this is probably why i am so damn bitchie right now...i thought i would be a good person and not rely on my addiction this morning....but that shit didnt work! wtf...fuck this im going to continue to be an addict until i find something else that make me feel good or better than redbull....maybe i should try crack or speed i hear those keep you up for days...


moral of the blog i love food, need redbull to function, and am a slight alcoholic....and the church said...amen